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1:24 AM

Hi my kingdom,

It's been long time that I didn't post anything... I miss you a lot 😊

A lot thinks had happen since my last post...

3 new members were joined in our family. Our 1st new member is "Ahmad" he was born on 19/5/2014. 2ed new member is "Ali" he was born in June 2014. And the last one is "Laya" she was born on 15/7/2014. They are so cute 😆😆😆

The other good news is that I got engaged... So I'm very busy preparing for my wedding day..

In sha Allah I will post new blog about the preparation of my wedding soon. Another great news is my bestie got married too ... Omiditooooooo Rei-chan ...

That all..

Love you u .. XXX

How To Train Your Dragon 2 - Five Years Later (2014) Featurette [HD]

3:14 PM

I keep Counting how many weeks is left.. >.<

29th of April

12:52 PM

Hi my Kingdom,

This year started with bad accident for mom, later on it started to get better when my sister got engaged on March 29th, 2014. But, after one month, my uncle died suddenly. He wasn't sick .He died normally in his nap as hospital reports confirmed ..

He was Kind like his name (latief) and he was in his 40's.. He was a cooool uncle, kind, funny and amazing person. I couldn't cry in his funeral .. I though I have to be stronger for mom.. She was so tired mentally and physically.

One week has passed since his death, but i still feel he is here with us.. I always remember his words when he comfort my mom at the time she did the accident. when my mom hospitalized, i do remember how we fight for Patch Chocolates. And when he start playing candy crush with mom. He was 14 years old when my older sister "Nash" was born, she used to play with him a lot when she was kid. ...

May his Soul rest in Peace and Allah's Mercy ...

اللهم اغفر له وارحمه وعافه واعف عنه واكرم نزله ووسع مدخله واغسله بالماء والثلج والبرد ونقه من الخطايا كما ينقى الثوب الابيض من الدنس وابدله دار خيرا من داره واهلا خيرا من اهله وزوجا خيرا من زوجه وادخله الجنه واعذه من عذاب القبر ومن عذاب النار

so Depressed

3:02 PM

hi my kingdom,

lately, i feel so depressed. I did my best to hide it from my family, right know my family are in very stressed mood. so i thought its better to be stronger and not show anyone that im depressed . they need someone to be the stronger.
I'm trying to forget that I'm depressed so i can cheer myself up.

I cant express myself !!! how i hate that >^<

But you know, i think its good think that I'm depressed. I can learn from it, I can find more reason to smile more and be cheerful more. This way i know I'm human. back then i smiled and was cheerful all the time for no reason (^^;)> .

But I know that Allah is helping me a lot to reach this far. Allah is my Happiness.