I start cleaning my rooms and start watching 2 broken girls.. 

Love you .. 

How are you ?! 

Oh oh oh its beeen long time. My emotions are getting worse. I have no idea what to do!! I wish i can manage it with work but i cant.. 

What whould i do?! 

I feel alone.. Im just sitting like this nothing to do.. I dont want to go malls or visiting others. Im so tried to face somone with smile. I keep asking people to go have fun together but they keep telling me they dont have time or something like that, I thought they are busy and i tell myself maybe next time, then i found out they're going out with others. I feel they are avoiding me. I feel alone. I feel like im nobody.

But inside me, i know someone is caring for me.. And i know that Allah is watching over me. 

Thank you Allaha.

March 1st is my birthday and my wish come true!! 

I always wanted to see snow; on march 1st  i saw  it. It was amazing feelings. I love it 

Love you Allah 

C U