I feel alone.. Im just sitting like this nothing to do.. I dont want to go malls or visiting others. Im so tried to face somone with smile. I keep asking people to go have fun together but they keep telling me they dont have time or something like that, I thought they are busy and i tell myself maybe next time, then i found out they're going out with others. I feel they are avoiding me. I feel alone. I feel like im nobody.

But inside me, i know someone is caring for me.. And i know that Allah is watching over me. 

Thank you Allaha.