hi my kingdom,

lately, i feel so depressed. I did my best to hide it from my family, right know my family are in very stressed mood. so i thought its better to be stronger and not show anyone that im depressed . they need someone to be the stronger.
 I'm trying to forget that I'm depressed so i can cheer myself up.

I cant express myself !!! how i hate that >^<

 But you know, i think its good think that I'm depressed. I can learn from it, I can find more reason to smile more and be cheerful more. This way i know I'm human. back then i smiled and was cheerful all the time for no reason (^^;)> .  

But I know that Allah is helping me a lot to reach this far. Allah is my Happiness.